Teruntuk @JAYBUMAOM

Beberapa hari yang lalu Jay ngepost foto ini di Instagram-nya. 

"Cheesin like a winner~ carefree"

Pas pertama kali liat fotonya, gw biasa aja. I think it’s just Jay being Jay. Tapi ternyata banyak orang (Korea) yang berpendapat foto itu kontroversial atau kurang ajar, sehingga banyak yang maki2 Jay gara2 foto itu. Media di Korea lagi-lagi memperburuk keadaan dengan bikin headline semacam “Jay Park’s Controversial Photo Causes Some Discomfort”~

*sigh*

Here we go again~

Kejadian 4 tahun lalu kayak terulang lagi. They think Jay Park is messing again with his social media. Akhirnya jadi misinterpretation lagi, misunderstanding lagi~ Hfff… capek deh~

Awalnya gw kira Jay bakal cuek aja nanggepinnya secara buat dia kasus seperti ini bisa dibilang klasik. Tapi dua hari yang lalu gw kaget ngeliat Jay ngepost banyak banget kalimat dalam bahasa Korea. Padahal dia ga biasanya kaya gitu. Gw udah bertanya2 ngomong apaan sih ni anak. Eh besoknya gw liat berita di allkpop judulnya "Jay Park Apologizes For Controversial Photo on Instagram".

Hoo… Minta maaf toh rupanya~

Yaaaaaeeeelaaaaah…

Ngapain sih lo Jay, pake minta maaf segala?! Ngapain sih lo give a fuck sama haters?! Cuek aja kali~ Kan lo udah pernah kayak gini. Oke mereka maki2 lo, tapi lo tetep survive kan? Jadi ngapain minta maaf coba?! 

Kan lo sendiri yang bilang di album lo:

“To everyone who fux with me thank y'all!!! REAL TALK, TO EVERYONE WHO DONT, WHAT CAN YOU DO HATERS GON HATE AND I'M STILL FLY BABY MAKE GOOD MUSIC TAKE CARE OF MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY, ENJOY LIFE NEW BREED MUHFUCKAH RECOGNIZE!"

Damn~ I thought you’re a man of your words, Jay…

So as a Jaywalkerz, I wanna leave a message for Jay regarding this issue.

Sebenernya gw pengen ngepost ini di Twitter tapi… ah takut di-bash~ Ya kawan-kawan, walaupun gw haters K-Pop juga once in a while, gw masih punya rasa takut di-bash. Jadi mendingan gw post message itu di blog ini. Jadi kemungkinan di-bash-nya lebih sedikit.

Okay, here we go:

Dear Jay,

I think you don’t need to make such apology. Your followers are not only Koreans. Some of them just don’t give a fuck for this kinda thing. We don’t mind even if you post a pict of your naked butt with a 'fuck off' tattoo on it what so ever~ Damn it, Jay! You’re the one who said “Korea is so gay” at the first place! Hahaha~ Just remember, we love you just the way you are and we are always anticipating your next controversial pict with big heart.

Love you, Jay!

:)

 

What I Learn From January

This might be a new rubric in this blog. I sort of want to write down what I’ve been through last month and sum up the lessons learnt from all the things that happened. Hopefully I’ll write something like this consistently every month so that one day when I went through similar stuff; I won’t make the same mistake again. 

(one)

Have you ever wanted something so bad that you’re willing to do everything to get it? Well, I have. Let’s call it the X Thing. Let just say X Thing is one big opportunity that every fresh graduate or first-jobber will kill to get it.

I’ve been wanting X Thing since 2011 so I strived for it. I didn’t make the cut. Understandable. I was still too green.

Last year, I strived for it again, but this time I was totally giving my all to it. I did something I’ve never done before, I asked people, I studied, I researched, I prayed.

I still didn’t make the cut.

Yes, I am disappointed and yes, I’m wondering why every day. I can’t survive one day without thinking about it. Whole this time I’ve been dreaming how my life will be like if I get the opportunity. I’ve prepared things in a very delusional way and I can say that I’m ready.

But it’s not going to happen.

The hardest part maybe when my loved ones tried to comfort me by saying “don’t worry, there is always next year.” The problem is I’m not sure I’m gonna try it again next year, I don’t know what else to give since I’m already giving my very all..

It’s not easy to move on. But it’s not good to keep being miserable like this. So now I’m just gonna focus on my job, giving my best like always and keeping myself busy all the time. And one thing, I’ll stop wanting something so bad. I lose faith.

(two)

Have you ever been in a situation where everything is too impossible to do and a whole universe is like conspiring against you? That kind of situation when all your senses can’t function normally, that kind of situation where people are not there to help you, that kind of situation where giving up is the only option. Sticky situation, that’s what they said.

I was there.

I almost gave up. I almost ran away.

But I didn’t.

Deep inside, I had this believe that I could do it. The result would be suck, but I still could do it anyway. So I did it and I made it!

At the end of the day I looked back and realized, giving up is not the only option, it’s never the only option. There’s always an option to keep doing it. Yes, it will be very risky, but again, you still can do it anyway. Take the risk, it’ll give you another option.  

(three)

I envy those who can read.

I envy those who find pleasure by reading.

I never had close relationship with reading. I’m always a person who prefer audiovisual to text.

It’s all fine until I start to feel the urge to read more because my writing skill is worsen. I tend to forget words, I find it hard to define and express something and my writing is tasteless.

I did few blogwalkings lately and I found many simple ideas could be very interesting if it’s nicely written. The similarity? Their author is an avid reader.

So it’s all set. Reading more is my 2013 resolution.