Today is way too unpredictable…

Thursday, September 17, 2009.

Hi folks!

Finally I got time to write anymore, and that’s today. :D

Glad to join up this online journal. XD

Alrighty then.

Right now I wanna talk about today. My today actually, coz it’s kinda wide-ranging if I was talking about generally today. Hhaha. Okay focus. Ehem.

My today is kinda funny actually, I mean no, it wasn’t that funny coz it’s also including my screwed up PTK presentation (Blaaaargh!!! Isn’t it disgusting to even type that stinky word on to my lovely blog, sh*T), but overall it’s funny yet unpredictable.

Okay let’s begin with my morning. My morning was quiet normal. Woke up @ 6 o’clock, took bath, dressed up, watched news, and so on. Took off about 6.45, a lil’ early, dunno why. Took (again) that M56 minibus (that cost me much, but it’s nothing but another super helpful alternative’s), arrived @ campus about 7.30, nobody there (of course). Checked out DDK spot, haha, nobody there. Decided to get into class, have a little sleep till Miss Hendri came. Lecturing started, two and a half hours of shitty quantitative method’s comprehension lalala. Once, twice, three times and more looked up my PTK (blaaaargh, just call it taboo, okay?) presentation’s slide. Three times more overslept, four times and more gossiping, haha. Okay. It’s my morning.

Second lecturing class>>>deathly taboo presentation!!!! Ggggrrrrr!!! I’d been practicing my presentation yesterday like twice and this morning after sahur time once. But, I have this public speaking problem. Pretty serious, even when I think I’ve mastered the matter, I still got that speaking problem. And what even worst, that Public Speaking class I joined last semester didn’t give me any helps. Never really being “trained” and never feel that way too. I’VE GOT NOTHING SERIOUSLY!!!! And now I have to present about Modulation, Analog and Digital, the stuffs that actually I didn’t get the picture of any of them. But it’s still task. So, I’ve begun to be so nervous ever since I left the first class. And it was getting worse when I entered E103-taboo class that were very cold, dunno why, Freon feat. Nervousness is in da house Yo! Thank you. And that’s where the imaginary torture began. I didn’t want to talk about my presentation, how I look like, how I explain like, but one thing for sure. I was screwed up. We were (Minanti, Iqbal 08, and I) screwed up. No, I didn’t blame Balvas, Syilfi, Kybo, and everyone else who asked us a question. I admitted that we maybe weren’t that mastering the topic, so so far, I’m not that screwed. It was when the taboo-master evaluated our presentation, that’s when I was screwed up. Taboo master told us everything he had in mind, I mean it, EVERYTHING! And all of them were soooo…critical, judgmental, unsympathetic, judicious, spicy (?). f*ck you joker-faced taboo-master!!! F*ck you and your joker-f*ckin smile! I CURSE YOU THE DAY YOU WERE BORN!!!!!!

My afternoon? It was all badmoody… I didn’t know what to do, I couldn’t even think clearly. I had nowhere to go. I was so miserable. Off to MBRC, found some comm 07 folks having a little fun, join them, even it was too short. They were off to classes right away, I’m all alone, but then out of nowhere, came Ayu, Icrut, Icha, and Resti. Ayu did a little favor, asked me to join them shopping for DanUs thing @ detoz. Since I have nothing to do, I ambiguously said okay. There I was, @ Boy’s car with them, off to detoz. It’s kinda weird for me to join them. I wasn’t that “gaul” like them, so I was being quiet most of the time. I didn’t really understand what they say, they talk much about girls stuff (which is pretty boring for me), ex-boyfriend stuff, this’s kinda funny, because they were commenting each others love experiences, laughing at it, haha. That was a fun girl-chat. And what even funnier was, they were all in a badmood condition too, they were complaining all the time, talking sarcastically, about something, someone (which fortunately I know, :P), some piii***iiip problem (which fortunately I know too…). I didn’t wanna give any comments because actually, I didn’t have such a matter with that. So I just sent a little laugh, a little sigh like a total moron, listening to them hardly perfectly, even if I understand nothing, haha.

But one thing I learned from that trip was, girls do have lots in mind. Girls can be so sweet, so calm, but girls also can be so mean, so furious, so (yeah eat this!) boring. Which made me wondering, in which range of girls I were? Maybe the screwed up one. Haha. Anyway, seeing Icrut bought like 3 pairs of flat shoes (is that the term?), oh just said girly shoes, reminds me that MY 1^ST FLAT SHOES WILL ARRIVE NEXT WEEK!!! Yiiiihaaaa!! Oh of course I will post something about it later, don’t worry, folks! J

Shopping @ most-crowded mall like detoz really made me sick, especially the open-shop (is that the term? I refers to those sellers which is disorderly open their goods anywhere they want, even in the middle of the way). Most of them were selling shoes, and they were colorful yet annoying to see because they were too colorful. The placement of shoes was really abstract. I always wonder why so many girls and women enjoy shopping in that kinda shop. Because they were cheap? Oh COME ON! CHEAP GOODS NEVER GIVE YOU BEST! It wouldn’t long last, you know? Once you wear it, it will be damaged, trust me! I think it would be better if you buy something expensive in trustworthy shop, that already have a obvious brand, that have a guarantee for their products, whose products will be long last. At least it will give you a box for shoes, not just a silly plastic bag that will cause global f*cking warming.

My 4 o’clock and up! I was inside yellow bus with Resti. She was heading to FISIP, I was heading to gerbatama. I had decided to go home, to take a rest, refresh my mind, etc… @Gerbatama, there’s a thing : I didn’t get any empty seat @ 19, no one. I had waited for about 20 mins for nothing that I decided to return to kober, and stop 19 there. Then I had this unpredictable ending for today. NEXT!

Picture of the day : girly boring stuff!

song of the day : Fergie – Labels or Love, @ my shitty melodeeeee!